내눈물 닥아줄 사람!?
So what have I been doing!?
Let's just say... I am having fun. I really am glad that I chose to come to NYC instead of other places. Even though it's expensive and eating my money away, I am having the time of my life here. I feel like I belong here. Like I needed to be here...
I love my new friends. I love walking around Manhattan. I love absolutely everything.....
One thing that makes me sad is that... I really miss my family... I miss my parents. I miss Kate sometimes. HAHA jk. But yeah. I miss them... Omg... I'm getting teary. AHHhhh!! T__T Not seeing their faces makes me feel distant from them...
Sometimes even though I want to cry, I just can't in front of people. It's really hard to keep all my emotions inside. It wants to burst out, but I can't let it do that.
& It's hard not being able to sing whenever I want either.
I wish music was still a big part of my life. It is fading away from me little by little. I feel it.
Let music never die in me.
이말이 계속떠올려진다.
절대 날떠나지 않도록...
정말 슬픈건... 죽어가고 있는게 느껴져
난 성공할거야. 내가 왜이렇게 힘들어하고 있는데...
잘될거야. 사람들이 뭐라고 해도
난 내 꿈을위해 달려갈꺼야.
멈추지마
